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Just one more day God — let me live one more day
May 04, 2005
U.S. Soldier — Death of a boy
By Sgt Zachary Scott-Singley
A Soldier’s Thoughts It Was Still Dark.......
It was still dark.
I got dressed in that darkness. When I was ready I grabbed an MRE (meal ready to eat) and got in the truck.
I was going to go line the truck up in preparation for the raid we were about to go on.
The targets were three houses where RPG attacks had come from a few days prior.
10 year old brother
shot in head by troops
Baghdad Airport
10 year old shot in head.

Photo: AP/Muhammed Uraibi
Iraqi Sa'eed Majid, center, kneels at the coffice of his 10-year old brother Amir Majid as he is surrounded by family mambers and friends Friday June 17, 2005, at a Baghdad morgue.
According to the family, the boy was shot in the head on Thursday after troops opened fire following a car bomb attack on Baghdad's airport road that killed at least eight Iraqi police officers.
Sitting there in that darkness listening to the briefing on how we were to execute the mission, I let my mind wander from the briefing and said a prayer.
"Just one more day God, let me live one more day and we will go from there..."
It was the same prayer I said every day because every day I did the same thing.
I left the base.  With a small team I would go out each day on different missions.  I was their translator.
You could see the hate in their eyes
There were different people to meet each day.  There were some who would kill you if they could.  They would look at you and you could see the hate in their eyes.
I also met with people who would have given me everything they owned.
People, that were so thankful to us because we had rid them of Saddam.
Well, this day was not really much different from all those other days so far.
After the briefing we all got into our assigned seats and convoyed out to the raid site.
I was to go in directly after the military police that would clear the building.
The raid began without a hitch.
Inside one of the courtyards of one of the houses, talking to an Iraqi woman checking to see if her story correlated with what the detained men had said), I heard gunfire.
It was automatic gunfire.
His was the weapon I had heard
Ducking next to the stone wall I yelled at the woman to get inside her house, and when the gunfire stopped I peeked my head around the front gate.
I saw a soldier amongst the others who was pulling rear security by our vehicles.  This soldier I saw was still aiming his M249 (a fully automatic belt fed machine gun) at a black truck off in the distance.  His was the weapon I had heard.
I ran up near his position and overheard the Captain in charge of the raid asking what had happened and why had this soldier opened fire.
The soldier kept his weapon aimed and answered that he was sure he had seen a man holding an AK-47 in the back of the black truck.
I was amongst the four (along with the soldier who had fired on the black truck) who had been selected to go and see what was up with that truck.
They were carrying a body
We were out of breath when we got to the gun-truck nearest to the black civilian truck(a gun-truck is a HUMMWV or sometimes called a Hummer by civilians, with a .50 caliber machine gun on its roof).
There was a group of four Iraqis walking towards us from the black truck.
They were carrying a body.
When I saw this I ran forward and began to speak (in Arabic) to the man holding the body but I couldn’t say a word.
There right in front of me in the arms of one of the men I saw a small boy (no more than 3 years old).
His head was cocked back at the wrong angle and there was blood.
So much blood.  How could all that blood be from that small boy?  I heard crying too.
All of the Iraqi men standing there were crying and sobbing and asking me WHY?
Someone behind me started screaming for a medic, it was the young soldier (around my age) who had fired his weapon.
He screamed and screamed for a medic until his voice was hoarse and a medic came just to tell us what I already knew.

Little dead girl caught in crossfire
Photo: REUTERS/Amer Salman
Akhlas Alalaa Ahmad's father grieves over her dead body after she was killed in crossfire between U.S. soldiers and Iraq resistance in the town of Samara June 14, 2005.
Fighting in various parts of the country left over 20 people dead and over 70 injured today.
The boy was dead.  I was so numb.
Speaking in a voice that sounded so very far away
I stood there looking at that little child, someone’s child (just like mine) and seeing how red the clean white shirt of the man holding the boy was turning.
It was then that I realized that I had been speaking to them; speaking in a voice that sounded so very far away.
I heard my voice telling them (in Arabic) how sorry we were.
My mouth was saying this but all my mind could focus on was the hole in the child’s head.
The white shirt covered in bright red blood.
Every color was so bright.
There were other colors too.
The glistening white pieces of the child’s skull still splattered on that so very white shirt.
I couldn’t stop looking at them even as I continued telling them how sorry we were.
I can still see it all to this very day.
Accomplished nothing except killing a child
The raid was over there were no weapons to be found and we had accomplished nothing except killing a child of some unknowing mother.
Not wanting to leave yet, I stayed as long as I could, talking to the man holding the child.
I couldn’t leave because I needed to know who they were.  I wanted to remember.
The man was the brother of the child’s father.  He was the boy’s uncle, and he was watching him for his father who had gone to the market.
They were carpenters and the soldier who had fired upon the truck had seen someone holding a piece of wood and standing in the truck bed.
Photo: U.S. Army
A relative checks on Ahmed Abdullah in hospital in the Iraqi town of Qaim on the Syrian border, Sunday June 12, 2005.
Abdullah was wounded by a US sniper from the top of customs offices bulding in Qaim that US troops use as an base.
Young soldier who had killed the boy
Before I left to go back to our base I saw the young soldier who had killed the boy.
His eyes were unfocused and he was just standing there, staring off into the distance.
My hand went to my canteen and I took a drink of water.
That soldier looked so lost, so I offered him a drink from my canteen.
In a hoarse voice he quietly thanked me and then gave me such a thankful look; like I had given him gold.
Go give that family bags of money to shut them up
Later that day those of us who had been selected to go inspect the black truck were filling reports out about what we had witnessed for the investigation.
The Captain who had led the raid entered the room we were in and you could see that he was angry.  He said, "Well this is just great!
Now we have to go and give that family bags of money to shut them up..."
I wanted to kill him.
I sat there trembling with my rage.
Some family had just lost their beautiful baby boy and this man, this COMMISSIONED OFFICER in the United States Army is worried about trying to pay off the family’s grief and sorrow.
He must not have been a father, otherwise he would know that money doesn’t even come close... I wanted to use my bare hands to kill him, but instead I just sat there and waited until the investigating officer called me into his office.
I wonder if they are making attacks on us now
To this day I still think about that raid, that family, that boy.
I wonder if they are making attacks on us now. I would be.
If someone took the life of my son or my daughter nothing other than my own death would stop me from killing that person.
I still cry too.
I cry when the memory hits me.
I cry when I think of how very far away I am from my family who needs me.
I am not there just like the boy’s father wasn’t there.
I pray every day for my family’s safety and just that I was with them.
I have served my time, I have my nightmares, I have enough blood on my hands.
My contract with the Army has been involuntarily extended.
I am not asking for medicine to help with the nightmares or for anything else, only that the Army would have held true to the contract I signed and let me be a father, a husband, a daddy again.
http://www.misoldierthoughts.blogspot.com/

Children make no sound...

US military said soldiers on Tuesday opened fire on a car as it approached a checkpoint in northern Iraq, killing two civilians in the vehicle's front seats. Six children were in the backseat.
US troops trying to stop the car used hand signals and fired warning shots before firing at the car, killing the driver and front seat passenger, a military statement said on Wednesday.
The shooting occurred in the city of Tal Afar, about 60km west of Mosul.
“The Army’s translator later told me that this was a Turkoman family and that the teenaged girl kept shouting, ‘Why did they shoot us? We have no weapons! We were just going home!’”
            
 

 
Published on Friday, January 28, 2005 by the National Catholic Reporter
What the Rest of the World Watched on Inauguration Day
by Joan Chittister
Dublin, on U.S.  Inauguration Day, didn't seem to notice.   Oh, they played a few clips that night of the American president saying, "The survival of liberty in our land increasingly depends on the success of liberty in other lands."
But that was not their lead story.
The picture on the front page of The Irish Times was a large four-color picture of a small Iraqi girl.  
Her little body was a coil of steel.
She sat knees up, cowering, screaming madly into the dark night.
Her white clothes and spread hands and small tight face were blood-spattered.
The blood was the blood of her father and mother, shot through the car window in Tal Afar by American soldiers while she sat beside her parents in the car, her four brothers and sisters in the back seat.
A series of pictures of the incident played on the inside page, as well.
A 12-year-old brother, wounded in the fray, falls face down out of the car when the car door opens, the pictures show.  
In another, a soldier decked out in battle gear, holds a large automatic weapon on the four children, all potential enemies, all possible suicide bombers, apparently, as they cling traumatized to one another in the back seat and the child on the ground goes on screaming in her parent's blood.
No promise of "freedom" rings in the cutline on this picture.
No joy of liberty underlies the terror on these faces here.
I found myself closing my eyes over and over again as I stared at the story, maybe to crush the tears forming there, maybe in the hope that the whole scene would simply disappear.
I watched, while Inauguration Day dawned across the Atlantic, as the Irish up and down the aisle on the train from Killarney to Dublin, narrowed their eyes at the picture, shook their heads silently and slowly over it, and then sat back heavily in their seats, too stunned into reality to go back to business as usual — the real estate section, the sports section, the life-style section of the paper.  
But no, like the photo of a naked little girl bathed in napalm and running down a road in Vietnam served to crystallize the situation there for the rest of the world, I knew that this picture of a screaming, angry, helpless, orphaned child could do the same.
The soldiers standing in the dusk had called "halt," the story said, but no one did.
Maybe the soldiers' accents were bad.
Maybe the car motor was unduly noisy.
Maybe the children were laughing loudly — the way children do on family trips.
Whatever the case, the car did not stop, the soldiers shot with deadly accuracy, seven lives changed in an instant: two died in body, five died in soul.
BBC news announced that the picture was spreading across Europe like a brushfire that morning, featured from one major newspaper to another, served with coffee and Danish from kitchen table to kitchen table in one country after another.  
I watched, while Inauguration Day dawned across the Atlantic, as the Irish up and down the aisle on the train from Killarney to Dublin, narrowed their eyes at the picture, shook their heads silently and slowly over it, and then sat back heavily in their seats, too stunned into reality to go back to business as usual — the real estate section, the sports section, the life-style section of the paper.
Here was the other side of the inauguration story.
No military bands played for this one.
No bulletproof viewing stands could stop the impact of this insight into the glory of force.
Here was an America they could no longer understand.
The contrast rang cruelly everywhere.  
I sat back and looked out the train window myself.
Would anybody in the United States be seeing this picture today?
Would the United States ever see it, in fact?
And if it is printed in the United States, will it also cross the country like wildfire and would people hear the unwritten story under it?
There are 54 million people in Iraq.
Over half of them are under the age of 15.
Of the over 100,000 civilians dead in this war, then, over half of them are children.
We are killing children.
The children are our enemy.
And we are defeating them.
"I'll tell you why I voted for George Bush," a friend of mine said.
"I voted for George Bush because he had the courage to do what Al Gore and John Kerry would never have done."
I've been thinking about that one.
Osama Bin Laden is still alive.   Sadam Hussein is still alive.   Abu Musab al-Zarqawi is still alive.   Baghdad, Mosul and Fallujah are burning.
But my government has the courage to kill children or their parents.   And I'm supposed to be impressed.
That's an unfair assessment, of course.   A lot of young soldiers have died, too.   A lot of weekend soldiers are maimed for life.   A lot of our kids went into the military only to get a college education and are now shattered in soul by what they had to do to other bodies.
A lot of adult civilians have been blasted out of their homes and their neighborhoods and their cars.
More and more every day.
According to U.N.  Development Fund for Women, 15 percent of wartime casualties in World War I were civilians.
In World War II, 65 percent were civilians.
By the mid '90s, over 75 percent of wartime casualties were civilians.
In Iraq, for every dead U.S.  soldier, there are 14 other deaths, 93 percent of them are civilian.
But those things happen in war, the story says.
It's all for a greater good, we have to remember.
It's all to free them.
It's all being done to spread "liberty."
From where I stand, the only question now is who or what will free us from the 21st century's new definition of bravery.
Who will free us from the notion that killing children or their civilian parents takes courage?
A Benedictine Sister of Erie, Sister Joan is a best-selling author and well-known international lecturer.   She is founder and executive director of Benetvision: A Resource and Research Center for Contemporary Spirituality, and past president of the Conference of American Benedictine Prioresses and the Leadership Conference of Women Religious.   Sister Joan has been recognized by universities and national organizations for her work for justice, peace and equality for women in the Church and society.   She is an active member of the International Peace Council.
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                          To rebel is right, to disobey is a duty, to act is necessary !
Mother and Father — killed at US checkpoint
Friday 21st January 2005:
Iraqi Freedom: Mother and Father Shot in front of children
It was a routine foot patrol.  As we made our way up a broad boulevard, in the distance I could see a car making its way toward us.  As a defence against potential car bombs, it is now standard practice for foot patrols to stop oncoming vehicles, particularly after dark.
"We have a car coming," someone called out, as we entered an intersection.  We could see the car about 100 metres away.  It kept coming; I could hear its engine now, a high whine that sounded more like acceleration than slowing down.  It was maybe 50 yards away now.  "Stop that car!" someone shouted out, seemingly simultaneously with someone firing what sounded like warning shots — a staccato measured burst.
The car continued coming.  And then, perhaps less than a second later, a cacophony of fire, shots rattling off in a chaotic overlapping din.  The car entered the intersection on its momentum and still shots were penetrating it and slicing it.  Finally the shooting stopped, the car drifted listlessly, clearly no longer being steered, and came to a rest on a kerb.  Soldiers began to approach it warily.  The sound of children crying came from the car.  I walked up to the car and a teenaged girl with her head covered emerged from the back, wailing and gesturing wildly.  After her came a boy, tumbling on to the ground from the seat, already leaving a pool of blood.
"Civilians!" someone shouted, and soldiers ran up.  More children — it ended up being six all told — started emerging, crying, their faces mottled with blood in long streaks.  The troops carried them all off to a nearby sidewalk.
It was by now almost completely dark.  There, working only by lights mounted on ends of their rifles, an Army medic began assessing the children’s injuries, running his hands up and down their bodies, looking for wounds.
Incredibly, the only injuries were to a girl who suffered a cut hand and a boy with a superficial gash in the small of his back that was bleeding heavily but was not life-threatening.  The medic immediately began to bind it, while the boy crouched against a wall.
From the pavement I could see into the bullet-mottled windshield more clearly, the driver of the car, a man, was penetrated by so many bullets that his skull had collapsed, leaving his body grotesquely disfigured.  A woman also lay dead in the front, still covered in her Muslim clothing and harder to see.
Meanwhile, the children continued to wail and scream, huddled against a wall, sandwiched between soldiers either binding their wounds or trying to comfort them.  The Army’s translator later told me that this was a Turkoman family and that the teenaged girl kept shouting, "Why did they shoot us?   We have no weapons!   We were just going home!"   After a delay in getting the armoured vehicles lined up and ready, the convoy moved to the main Tal Afar hospital.
The young children were carried in by soldiers and by their teenaged sister.  Only the boy with the gash on his back needed any further medical attention, and the Army medic and an Iraqi doctor quickly chatted over his prognosis, deciding that his wound would be easily repaired.  The Army told me that it would probably launch a full investigation.
Chris Hondros is a photographer with Getty Images and is embedded with US troops
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by : Chris Hondros in Tal Afar, Iraq
Friday 21st January 2005
 
Published on Friday, January 28, 2005 by CommonDreams.org
Why the Children in Iraq Make No Sound When They Fall
by Bernard Chazelle
No one said that dying had to be dull.
"Screaming with fear, paralyzed children at a shelter for the physically disabled and mentally ill in Galle, Sri Lanka, lay helplessly in their beds as seawater surged around them."
The CNN report read like the screenplay of a horror film.
A crippled girl grows up destitute in a home for the deaf, the blind, the insane, and, for good measure, the disabled elderly. (what more could a kid wish for?)
At the end of a short life spent wondering why no one ever looked out for her, the child reaches the final punctuation mark of her blessed existence and drowns glued to a wheelchair.
Tragedy should not be too clever.
Mourning embraces the solemnity of death but recoils at an overzealous script.
When fate appears to cross the thin line between cruelty and sadism, grief turns to anger.
We expect the church organist at the funeral mass to interrupt Bach in mid-measure, look up to the sky, and shout "Come on!"
Voltaire had his "come on" moment in the wake of the 1755 Lisbon earthquake, suggesting that God's supreme goodness perhaps was not all it was cracked up to be.
Religious irreverence is not much in fashion these days.
But piety was not always so docile.
History has been improbably kind to all sorts of figures who've had cross words with the Almighty.
Think of Job, Jonah, Jeremiah, and Jesus on the cross—and that's only for the J's.
Once or twice, the dispute even got out of hand: Nietzsche killed God; and Richard Rubenstein saw in Auschwitz confirmation of his death.
Admittedly, to reconcile the Holocaust with a just and omnipotent god is an interesting variation on squaring the circle—or, since Mikl?s Laczkovich actually succeeded in doing just that [1], let us say, merely a reminder that gods may die but theological debates just never do.
My own reaction to the CNN report was not nearly as elevated.
"Why would God behave like Don Rumsfeld?" I wondered.
As the crippled child writhed in agony, I pictured God murmuring "Stuff happens."
Woe unto me.
To compare God to Rumsfeld
To compare God to Rummy is worse than blasphemous: It's unfair.
After all, God did not cow the media into decorating our TV screens with the beatific smiles of preening peacocks reassuring us that smart waves drowned the terrorists, spared the innocent, amused the children, and provided much needed water to drought-prone regions.
God gets accused of many things, including being dead, but lying is rarely one of them.
Mendacity, on the other hand, is the reserve currency of this administration.
Its marketing hook: "You give us your votes; we give you our lies."
From the fictitious Saddam-al Qaeda axis to the rosy updates on the Switzerlandization of Iraq, from the bogus tales of WMD to the assurance that democracy is the future of the region (and always will be, would add the cynics), the giving has been, shall we say, generous.
After all, God did not cow the media into decorating our TV screens with the beatific smiles of preening peacocks reassuring us that smart waves drowned the terrorists, spared the innocent, amused the children, and provided much needed water to drought-prone regions.
The taking has been no less effusive.
Although the hysterical rantings of prowar voices rarely exceeded, in dignity, the yapping of a chihuahua attacking a meatball, they met only the meekest resistance from an oleaginous mainstream media.
The war hawks found powerful enablers in The New York Times, which was more than happy to echo the delusory yarn spun by the White House and pimp for Judith Miller's Best Little Whorehouse in Babylon (where bling bling spells WMD).
Pimping being the fickle business that it is, it won't be long before the In-Bush-We-Trust media gets in touch with its inner peacenik and points an accusing finger at the posse of visionary mediocrities who gave us a nasty case of Iraq syndrome.
No doubt some of the neocons will balk at going to their graves with the word "loser" carved on a brass coffin plate; so watch for them to pull a McNamara on us and humbly beg for forgiveness.
Being good souls, ie, suckers for smarmy group hugs, naturally we'll oblige.
Were it so simple.
The abject surrender of the media fed a slew of illusions to the public, none more craven than the belief that he whom we kill must be killed.
Yeah, yeah, we occasionally obliterate the wrong house and incinerate its occupants, but that's just "friendly fire."
(A lovely phrase if there's one: Let's hear the surgeon who amputates the wrong leg inform his patient of his "friendly amputation.")
Minus the friendliness, however, our whiz-bang weapon wizardry never fails to separate the wheat from the chaff, the nursing mother from the crazed beheader.
So goes the creed, anyway.
The Lancet—that well-known freedom hating rag—begs to differ.
It estimates that our high-IQ, mensa-schmensa bombs have killed 100,000 civilians [2].
Iraq Body Count, which plays the lowballing game by shunning projections, reports the deaths of 600 non-combatants during our latest goodwill tour of Fallujah (by now primed to be renamed Grozny on the Euphrates) [3].
And then there is the Iraqi girl, hands soaked in her dead father's blood, whose little brother does not yet understand that his childhood has just come to an end.
Fearing for their lives, US soldiers killed the parents in the front seat of the family car.
Demons will likely haunt their nights.
Stuff happens.
Rumsfeld and Wolfowitz, bless their souls, will sleep well tonight.
Wars never fail to produce their share of pithy lines.
Tommy Franks made sure this one would be no exception.
"We don't do body counts," crowed the general, who really meant to say that he does not do "dark-skinned body counts" (he counts the others just fine).
Lucky for us that he doesn't run a Swedish newspaper, or it would have splashed the headline: "Tsunami kills 2,000 Swedes—and a few locals."
To be fair, Franks remembered the last time he did body counts, Vietnam, and how well that ended.
But today's tactical thinking packs a wallop of self-righteous denial.
We don't tally the children we kill for the same reason monsters don't buy mirrors: That's how they go through life thinking they're angels.
We've snuffed out innocent lives in numbers that insurgents and terrorists could only dream of.
But we avert our eyes.
We bury our heads in the sand and turn a blind eye to our moral cowardice, thus pulling off the amazing feat of being ostriches and chickens all at once.
We owe this marvel of ornithology to the inexorable fragility of human illusions.
To quote James Carroll, "we avert our eyes because the war is a moral abyss. If we dare to look, as Nietzsche said, the abyss stares back."
George Bush, the philosopher, has updated Berkeley's riddle:
Do Iraqi children scream when the bombs fall if there is no one in the White House to hear them?
The celebrity of the month, the tsunami victim, has hogged newspaper headlines nationwide with stomach-churning photo spreads of wailing mothers and floating cadavers.
Like his unsung Iraqi brethren, the victim has reminded us that calamity always strikes the poor, the sick, and the helpless first.
It's invariably those with the least to lose who lose the most.
At the great banquet of cataclysms, rich Westerners get served last.
Bush would have us believe that we've suffered so much from terrorism the world owes us undying compassion.
In truth, our induction into the Misery Hall of Fame is still a long way off.
With our sustained assistance, however (coddling Saddam while he was gassing Iranians, slapping sanctions that killed half a million children, and fighting two wars in twelve years), Iraq made it on the first ballot.
Who ever said that we didn't have a big heart?
Not Condoleezza Rice: "I do agree that the tsunami was a wonderful opportunity to show not just the US government, but the heart of the American people, and I think it has paid great dividends for us" [4].
And I just can't wait for the next one, our top diplomat might have added.
While watching Colin Powell, pocket calculator in hand, add up the geopolitical benefits of our generosity and tell us how shocked, shocked he was by the tsunami's devastation, I could almost hear the Beatitudes from The Gospel According to Dubya:
"Blessed are the children whom the sea swallows, for they shall tug at our heartstrings.
/ Cursed are the children whom our bombs blow up, for they shall roam the dark alleys of our indifference."
We've been Iraq's tsunami.
But expect no charity drive, no minute of silence, no flag at half-staff: nothing that would allow shame to rear its ugly face.
With Bush's reelection, America now has the president it deserves.
And should you find that Lady Liberty, all dolled up with the latest in fashion from Abu Ghraib and Guantanamo, looks a bit like a used up hooker, you won't need to ask who hired her pimp: We did.
The liberation of Iraq began with smart flying bombs crashing over Baghdad.
We should have known better.
Liberations that start with a reenactment of 9/11 rarely end well.
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